It's A Typical Monday...

 

So My Cousin Jenn is hosting a swap meet. This is my first time to participate - & i think itll be great. You should so join in. Meet new friends & get more followers yeahhh =] you know you want to.

grab that damn button ;] wink wink.

So it is a typical monday.. my day off! which is great because I dont have to work on mondays & i get to spend alll day with jadabug. But its a slooow boring monday just like everybody elses. I've been fighting walmart to give me my money back on my wedding ring because the diamonds keep falling out & they are being assholes about it so don't buy a ring there go somewhere else. so my monday started off not so well.

& i love walmart what the hell they dont have to treat me like that. anyways im gunna go help pj.

=] grab the button - you know you really want to!

Friday.. Yes!

Okay I haven't updated in a lonnnng while SORRY! & Sorry I don't participate in Flash Back Friday .. I still love you jenn. It's just I don't have very good ones. But guess what this friday I do! its hosted by Jenn 

       

Audrey [my best friend] & I were at a party in Whitharral, Tx. Yes I said Whitharral. & It was wayy out in the boonies that we called "The Trees". Well we got caught by my lovely sister Ashley & her boyfriend Joey. Who Told Jamie his friend & Jamie told Audrey's Mom!! We were so in trouble but we were soo drunk it was just fun .. after that we couldn't hang out anymore but we do now that we are older! oohh those were the days.. I don't even drink anymore!

Anyways today is my sisters jewelry party! Its going to be soo much fun!

PeAcE

My Journey .. So Far

So today is.. Journey From Muffin Top To Skinny Jeans Hosted By Family Of Shorts! Yay!

So far I've done good about the snacking, I haven't started exercising yet because alot has gone on this past weekend but Im going to start soon!!.. I drink more water and tea then I do dr pepper so Im good =]

I weigh 132lbs & My goal is 125. I can do it I know I can!!

I will weigh myself every week on Sunday & Im also going to go by how my pants fit around my waist because I can't stand my love handles!

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Sometimes I Forget. Forgive Me.

Bye Loves!

update..

From my phone .. Idk how well this will be but I promise to update tomorrow. My mommy moved in with me nd I'm glad she did BC the guy she was with is lower than the scum of this earth no joke he's a douchebag... I hate him can u tell? Anyways I got in touch with an old friend and my bestie just turned 21! I'm eXcited for her but I don't drink.. My sisters jewelry party is Friday can't wait. . Goodnight my lovy readers

It's Feel Good Friday!

So it's feel good friday hosted by http://www.thegirlnextdoorgrowsup.com/ ...
A couple of things that made me feel good this week are.....
1] Spending time with my cousin Sarah from LA.
2] Snowcones just make me happy [not healthy but they are sooo good]
3] PJ went to Austin for the weekend =[ but that means Im going to not have to pick up his messes =]
4] I just hope that little miss Kira liked her birthday present.
5] Im doing better than I thought on my diet - but I could be way better.

So there it is. I was reading http://themeanestmom.blogspot.com/2010/04/skinny-jeans.html & at the end was so hilarious because she said she prayed for that girl.. that reminds me of this song when your having a bad day..

I havent been to church since I don’t remember when


Things were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart again

So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do

He said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to you

Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn

Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them



I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill

I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to

I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls

I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls

I pray all your dreams never come true

Just know whereever you are honey, I pray for you



I’m really glad I found my way to church

‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the words

Yeah I’m goin’ take the high road

And do what the preacher told me to do

You keep messin’ up and I’ll keep prayin’ for you



I pray your tire blows out at 110

I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos



I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill

I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to

I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls

I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls

I pray all your dreams never come true

Just know whereever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,

wherever you are honey, I pray for you.

I pray for you

===  I pray for you by Jaron & The Long Road To Love! yes!

3 More Things About My Diet..

Click On It.. You Know You Want To.. Go Ahead

1] Im starting to exercise on monday.

mon,wed,&fri - treadmill & abs

tues&thur&sat- slimin6

sunday-nothing

2] Im still not so good at not snacking because I love food

It's so hard when your trying to diet & the people at work bring like

20 unhealthy snacks to eat!.. its hard for me no will power at all. so thats still number two

3] get determined & quiet being lazy!

Random Tuesday

Random Tuesday hosted by http://www.theunmom.com/2010/04/shortest-tuesday-ever-random-tuesday.htm link up with her. It's pretty awesome.

I've come to the conclusion that the wind is never going to stop.. I mean afterall this is west texas
Jada isn't even 2 yet and she is already so called terrible why do they have to do that? at times they listen but most of the time they dont. I really need to stop snacking its rediculous Im so not will powered if thats what you want to call it. If I see food I think Im hungry and have to eat it. Trying to drink less drpepper and more tea & water. Sweets are my freakin' weakness man. Why am I so lazy all the time? geez the list could go on and on. That's all for now.

peace

Girl PoeM.

i shave my legs,
i sit to pee.
and ican justify
any, shopping spree.
dont go to a barber,
but a salon.
i get a massage
without getting a hard-on.
i can balance the checkbook,
i can pump my own gas.
can talk to my friends,
about the size of my a**.
my beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
at least i can admit,
to others when im wrong.

i dont drive in circles,
at any cost.
and i dont have a problem,
admitting im lost.

i never forget,
an important date.
you just gotta deal with it,
im usually late.
i dont watch movies,
with lots of gore.
dont need instant replay,
to remember the score.
i wont lose my hair,
i dont get jock itch.
and just cause im assertive
dont call me a b****.
dont say to your friends,
oh yeah, i can get her.
in your dreams, my dear,
i can do better.

flowers are okay,
but jewelry..'s the best.
look at me you idiot...
not at my chest????
i dont have a problem,
with expressing my feelings.
i know when you..'re lying,
you look at the ceiling.

call me a girl,
a babe or a chick.
i am a woman.

Easter =]

HaPpY EaStEr EvErYoNe! It is Jadabugs First Easter Egg Hunt! Im totally excited.. Here are some cute probably corny Easter jokes but I like em..

Q: How do bunnies stay healthy?
A: Eggercise

Q: What do you call a bunny with a large brain?
A: An egghead.

Q: What did the rabbit say to the carrot?
A: It's been nice gnawing at you.

Jelly Bean Poem

Red is for the blood He gave.
Green is for the grass He made.
Yellow is for the sun so bright.
Orange is for the edge of night.
Black is for the sins we made.

White is for the grace He gave.

Purple is for His hour of sorrow.

Pink is for our new tomorrow.
An egg full of jelly beans colorful and sweet
Is a prayer, a promise, a loved one's treat!

---Charlene Dickensen
 
Have a happy & safe easter. bye loves

let me tell ya --

about my momma.  A couple of blogs ago I said I would tell yall about my mom. Im not going to give you all the details bc thats her life but I will tell you some of it & why my sister is my mom&my hero.

my parents divorced when i was 10or11 i can't really remember - but i was a daddys girl until my mom was moving her stuff out .. I was mad at my dad because he was being mean to my mom so i chose to go with my mom because i didn't know what was going on. well yes my mom cheated on my dad ok.. thats why they got divorced .. i moved with my mom & my dad just forgot about me it still hurts my heart till this day & i cry about it all the time because he had nothing to do with me anymore bc i chose to go with her. not to mention they both got remarried after 6months of the divorce being final but we wont get into that because i have to many opinions on that. .. i was about 16&17 when i started out hanging out with the wrong crowd.. yes, i was addicted to drugs & yes i did overcome it because the devil won't win with me thats where my sister came in.. I lived with her after that and yes she was very strick with what i did [lets remember i was 16or17 and was used to doing what i wanted to because my mother was never home] not only did she take me in as her own but she helped me with my problem. the drugs made all the pain go away so when you say i was a drug addict go a head it wont hurt my feelings because I was but guess what.. ive been clean for 2 years now.. I have a beautiful daughter that I love so much & a wonderful family=]. No I didn't get clean for them or anybody else I did it for myself. That is why my sister is my hero my mom & my best friend.

& till this day I still have problems dealing with my feelings & facing things when stuff goes wrong because I don't know how to deal with it .. Its a day by day struggle & im learning every step of the way. Im thankful I have a great husband to put up with me because when im angry .. im angry.

im not over my parents divorce and probably never will be im just learning to deal with it - thats just life ive learned to deal with it in my daily copings and move on. .  It does still get to me sometimes but patrick makes me feel better he just lets me cry nd cry on his shoulder and after that im all better!

My mom is NOT a bad mom she just didn't know what to do & I forgive her.. I love her so much & she is the great mom & idk what i would do with out her. She's been there for me alot! as for my dad .. I don't think I can forgive him .. Im still working on it..

Feel Good Friday =]

So its feel good friday! yeahh =]] I haven't figured out all this blog & linkup widget stuff  yet but here is the link to feel good friday .. http://www.thegirlnextdoorgrowsup.com/ .. you should visit her site its fun to read..

This week has been crazy! Everything is great usually thru out the week except work. I hate going to work but here are some things that have made me feel good this week.

1] my bestfriend/cousin is down for Louisianna & we got to have lunch on monday!
2] seein' jada's face makes everything better when Im in a bad mood.
3] i actually do feel good about startin to excercise & actually have people to support me! it makes me feel great!
4] i can't wait until sunday because its Jadabugs first easter egg hunt!
5] im super happy i have my big sister as a sister now instead of a mom [not that she was a bad one she was an awesome on to me but its nice to have my sister back]
6] weekends off because I get to spend them with jada =] & yes this is my weekend off so HECK YEA!

im off to make somebody else feel good.

peace

Before I Was A Mom ...

Before I was a Mom -I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life
so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

Challenge ... GO!

So today I decided to take Short Mamas Challenge on the weight loss thing. I know I'm not fat I weigh 129lbs to be exact but I do have a muffin top!! no lie! there is some baggage in the front and I think I have HUGE love handles.. You know you want to do it come on! So the three things Im changing this week are...

1] more water - less coke - if i do have a coke im going to get diet dr pepper.
2] quit snacking [at work thats all we do - really its rediculous]
3] make healthier choices when it comes to eating out.

... So I love my new phone by the way & facebook its my favorite.

I have a little rant ----
-my husband decided he was gunna tell me I'm getting lazy.. I took that as he told me I was lazy.. I was angry .. I do everything  I wake up with jada, I give her baths & do her hair & get her dressed, I do the laundry and all the house work, and I go to work. Im just sayin' it hurt my feelings & made me mad how dare him call me lazy which brings me to lazy people! I don't mind being lazy every once in a while but being lazy all the time I hate that!! There are many people in this world that would not get a job if their life depended on it...they would rather struggle then help themselves out... Im just sayin..

Im going to go play with my daughter for a while & maybe even figure out an exercise thing for myself.. yall have a great day & thanks for reading my rants.

PS.. Drama Mama if you read this could you please send me your link so I can go to your page & I tried to send you a message but my computer is stupid and wouldn't let me write you one.. So if you would please do that thanks!!

Peace Out Loves